Prayers Needed

It is Sunday and again the fear of Tuesday sinks in, as we wait for our appointment.  This week has been much different because it feels like the fear never went away.  I've never been more scared and heartbroken in all my life.  Tomorrow will mark 4 weeks since we found out the terrible news and began the longest most painful weeks of our lives.  We celebrate each extra week we have with Noah and continue to pray for 3 more months until he is due, but we ask for your prayers to get us through each day.  Getting out isn't always easy.  Simple tasks seem so difficult.  Somedays I feel like hiding from the world, but I know that I can't.  If only we could turn off our minds for a short time.  All our thoughts are consumed with our situation.  We apologize if we haven't been the most supportive to all of you.  The thing that keeps us going is precious Noah.  He is a fighter and so are we.  With the support of others and the constant prayers, Dan and I will face each day putting this all into God's hands, trusting that God will take care of our precious Noah on earth or in heaven.